November 29, 2010

~November 29, 2010~

I stopped fighting my inner demons... We're on the same same side now. I defiantly have the winter blues. The shitty white stuff covering my grass is getting to me.

Today I had someone come up to me and say they would kill to have guys like them like guys like me. I've never had a problem attracting guys, but I never attract the right ones. I would give up every single guy liking me for a true friend. One who doesn't put me down, pray that fall, or stab me in the back. I didn't know what to say to this girl, but I didn't have to say anything, the tears said it all. How embarrassing... I cried at school.

On a happier note I will tell you about my great weekend. I drove down to Escalante on Tuesday. and my family met me there on Wednesday. It was so nice to have a thanksgiving without family fights, or dysfunctions. Every night I hung out with Justin Pratt Porter. We drove around in his truck for countless hours. I've had a crush on Justin since I was a little girl. So it was nice to finally get to know him a little better. Little did I know we both have a crazy obsession with pants, we both iron and starch our pants every morning. Let me tell ya that boy isnt your everyday boy. His smile could light up a room(: and he has the cutest accent. We got him to play mile marker, and go hot tubing. Next time we will get him to play Barbie with us (; 28 days (:


This is my favorite song(:
Justin