~October 31, 2010~

Happy Halloween(: So i'm very very very behind on my 30 day challenge. But I only have ten days left so i'm going to continue.

Day Twenty One:
How was your halloween.

Many people asked what I was... And honestly I'm not sure. I was like a captain, general, sailor, air force woman. On Friday we went to a party, and it wasn't too exciting. On Saturday we went to 3 parties. haha. I've had better Halloween's... But it wasn't bad. I had a good time.

**I wish I had a picture of Kelli. We chilled with her on Saturday

Yes, I got Gabrielle in a short skirt, fishnets, and a low cut top. haha. She looked hot(:

~October 28, 2010~

Day Twenty:

I just got home from dancing with the athletes (its 11:40).
so i will post another day twenty tomorrow, it will be good. Pinky promise

(:

~October 27, 2010~

Day Eighteen:

I have been at dress rehearsal since 2:30. (I just got home)
I'm beyond stressed... so there will be no topic...

but please enjoy these random pictures





Btw....Dancing with the athletes!!! Thursday night at 7pm in the Lehi High School auditorium. Doors open at 6:30!!! Come and watch. Its going to be AWESOME!!! Tickets are only $4(:

~October 26, 2010~

Day Seventeen:
An interview with Brad Friis.


I don't really know this boy at all. But I have a lot of single friends who might wanna get to know this hottie(: So I thought what the heck, it will add some excitement to my 30 day blog challenge. Maybe he's the right one for you.

Q: What's your favorite color?
A: Blue :)

Q: Are you single?
A: Yup, have been for a while ha

Q: What does your dream girl look like?
A: hmmm blonde, hot, good figure

Q: What are you look for exactly relationship wise?
A: I am looking for a relationship, and it just depends where that takes me

Q: What do you think is your best quality?
A: Every girl I've ever been with says I'm so sweet. So I guess that I'm sweet ha

Q: Worst?
A: hmm I guess that I can be a jealous guy

Q: What is a good date to you?
A: Just when me and the girl connect

Q: What's your favorite hobby?
A: Basketball

Q: How old are you? And when is your birthday?
A: I'm eighteen. And my birthday is February 18, 1992

Q: What's your biggest fear?
A: Being alone

Q: What do you wanna be when you grow up?
A: Something in business

Q: What's the cutest thing you've ever done for a girl?
A: Well maybe the cutest thing is something I'll do for you :)

~October 25, 2010~

Day Sixteen:

Something you are excited for.

So I have a few things I'm excited for (:


The first one is going on tour with my amazing ballroom team(: We get the opportunity to drive all the way to California. We get to dance in Disneyland, and take master classes. We'll also go to the beach, California Adventures, and I think Sea World. Let me tell you there is never a dull moment on LHSBDC. We're a good time(: California watch out cause we're coming for you!!!


Number two, I can't wait to see my friend Kenna Moore. She moved to Arizona a while back and I miss her so much! Kenna always has a smile on her face and she always knows how to cheer someone up. Kenna is such a strong person, she's gone through so much and she still holds her head up high. Her boobs are like the size of my head and its quite unfair but I still love her. I'm proud to call this girl one of my bestfriends. Side by side, or miles apart, a best friend will always stay in your heart! Love ya girlfriend.


Number Three, I'm excited for Gabrielle to come home this weekend. We always do something crazy, we play mile marker, take pictures on a bus, and sneak into EHS. Gabrielle has become one of my best friends this past summer. It sucks hella bad that she goes to school so far away. But it never stops us from kicking it. Ive been to her college a few times, (remember when I tripped down the stairs..haha), and she comes home every so often. She's always there for me, even if its over facebook. We're a good time (:

~October 24, 2010~

Day Fifteen:

One of the biggest choices you'll ever have to make.

Tomorrow is college day at school. OH the choices I have, and there are plenty more, and plenty that are out of the state of Utah. All I know is I want the full college experience, you know... Staying up until 4am studying, living with a bunch of dramatic girls, living on ramen noodles, and missing your family. I want all that. What do I want to be when I grow up? What school will have the classes I want? What school has a great ballroom team? What school will I meet lots of new faces at? It's time to decide. Where did all the time go? It feels like yesterday was my very first day of high school.

~October 23, 2010~

Day Fourteen:

put your ipod on shuffle: first 20 songs that play?

1. Shakin' Hands - Nickelback
2. Jealousy - Brokencyde
3. You'll Think Of Me - Keith Urban
4. Licky - Shontelle
5. Say Goodbye - Chris Brown
6. BBQ Stain - Tim McGraw
7. Pretty Girl Swag - Ciara
8. Butta Kup - Baby Bash
9. I Must Not Chase The Boys - Play
10. Crazier - Taylor Swift
11. 143 - Bobby Brackins
12. Candy Shop - 50 Cent
13. Nasty Habits - You Me At Six
14. Seven Days Of Lonely - I nine
15. The Waitress - Tech N9ne
16. September - Daughtry
17. The Club is Alive - JLS (Gabrielle & I's song)
18. I Look So Good (Without You) - Jessie James
19. Congratulations, I Hate You - Alesana
20. Move For Me - Deadmau5
    

~October 22, 2010~

(yesterday it wouldn't let me log on)

Day Thirteen:

Something you crave a lot.

Boy do I crave diet coke. My first thought in the morning... Diet coke, diet coke, diet coke. I probably drink eight of them a day. I get pissy if I don't get my morning diet coke. One time I was practice in the morning with my old partner Nate, and I was pissy cause I didn't have my diet coke, so he bought me one so I would be a little nice. I love you Nate.
If they ever stopped making diet coke I would run around with a gun shooting people. I HATE diet pepsi.

~October 21, 2010~

Day Twelve:

Your celebrity crush.

Most girls are obsessed with the twilight people like Taylor Lautner and
Robert Pattinson. But not me, my celebrity crush is John Cena. He is a wrestler on the WWE on Monday night RAW. (I know this cause my brother joey loves to watch that wrestling crap). He is also acts in a few movies. I think he is a great role model to young boys, he doesn't use steroids to get big, and he is totally against drugs. He's tall (6'1"), dark and handsome. Too bad he is 33.

~October 20, 2010~

Day Eleven:

a few nicknames you have, and why.


JaCe- My mom calls me JaCe cause its shorter than JaCee. I hate it. my first kiss's name is Jace. its boyish.

Spacey JaCee: My sister calls me this cause I'm SOO blonde.

Bevis or Stinky: My special needs brother calls me this cause he thinks its so funny.

Queeny: My father calls me this cause I'm the queen of the house!

Blondie: obviously cause I'm blonde.

This picture makes me laugh every
time Isee it.

~October 19, 2010~

Day Ten:

Something that means a lot to you.


My Blonde necklace means the world to me. I got it the day after my first kiss (Christmas Eve). A few months later I met Samuel Laney at a church dance. A few weeks after that we started dating. When my family went to Hawaii he convinced me to leave it with him so "he wouldn't miss me so much". For some odd reason I left it in Utah. When I was gone, he took it to mikes custom jewelry and made me one just like old one, but his was of real gold. He gave it to me at the carnival in AF as soon as I came home. I wear this necklace everyday. if you look at my pictures I have it on in almost all of them. I wear it rain or shine, Brown hair, blonde hair, or black hair. No, I do not wear it cause it reminds me of Samuel. I wear 'cause it's part of me!!

~October 18, 2010~

Day Nine:

A secret about yourself.

I actually have a few secrets. I'm not very good with words, so we'll see how this goes cause it's even confusing in my head.

Secret One: I'm terrified of being forgotten, invisible and alone. I dread school, walking to all my classes with 1,600 kids looking at me... Judging me. Or am I just invisible to them? All I see are the blank faces as they pass by, or the glares as the look me up and down. What is running through their mind right that second? That is my biggest secret.

Secret Two: I refuse to change who I am! People often think I'm stuck up.. But really I'm just so shy. And honestly I refuse to not be shy. Its how I am. Always have been, always will be.

Secret Three: I've never fit into a 'clique'. And I've never been like most kids in the state of Utah. Just because I don't go to church does not mean I'm a bad person. I have standards and expectations higher then a lot of the kids I know. I guarantee most people don't know the reason I don't go to church... But yet they still judge. Get to know me, I promise I'm not as bad as half the kids in Lehi.

~October 17, 2010~

Day Eight:
Someone you miss.

William Brandon Ricker.

Oh how I miss this boy. He lives exactly 225.70 miles away from me and he still knows how to brighten my day. He is the sweetest guy I have ever met. He has the prettiest blue eyes I have ever seen, and a heart bigger then anyone I know. EVERYBODY always want's his advice cause he is SO nice to everyone, even if they are rude to him. He is the type of guy every guy wishes they could be, and the guy every girl wants. I'm pretty lucky to even know him. We have had a crazy past and for some odd reason he still talks to. Its surprising. I love this boy with all my heart. And I'll always be here for him. Our relationship consists of 40 text messages a week and maybe two phone calls... But that's totally okay. I love you Brandon, always have and always will.

~October 16, 2010~

Today Gabrielle and I rode bikes down to the elementary. We also short sheeted tom, ate pizza at the outfitters, found gold truck boys, and helped my sister cook for her party this weekend. It was a good time.

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Day Seven:

A letter to the person who has hurt you the most.

Dear Samuel, I dont even know where to begin this letter. But I just wanted to say im sorry. I was a little shithead when we were dating. Even though you are my same height I will always look up to you. You always made great choices, and you were always so strong. I'll never forget all the great times we had. Everywhere I go reminds me of you 'cause we honestly went everywhere. I cant even begin to explain how often I cried over you, and all the pain you put me through. But I know its that way for a reason. We are much happier without each other and we both know that for a fact. I'm much too wild to be tamed. But you did a damn good job trying. Thanks for all the wonderful time we shared and all the memories that will never fade. I doubt you'll ever read this but I want you to know that you'll away have a small place in my heart. and I mean that.

~October 15, 2010~

Day Six:
Something you did today.

Today Gabrielle and I decided at noon to drive down to Escalante to see my sister Jenifer!
Jenifer and her husband Shannon are very fun to hang with... Never a dull moment with them.
We've already drove main street about 8 times. and let me tell you there is not much in here. Escalante be ready cause we are here to party(:

...we got flipped off by an 80 year old man. great times





This is Jenifer and I fighting over a cup. (McCall took this)

~October 14, 2010~

I know its like one. But i've been sitting here since like 11 thinking of what to write
Day Five:
favorite tv show.

My favorite tv is teen mom on MTV. Honestly its very dumb. But it shows the struggles teen mothers have. And reminds a lot of teens to not have sex. My favorite girl on the show is Maci, she is actually a good mother and she's not whining the whole time.

~October 13, 2010~

Day Four:
Something you could never get tired of doing.

DANCING!!!!

As most of you know I love to dance. I started dancing when I was two years old at a studio called Jazz n' Place. I did Jazz, Ballet, Tap, Modern, and Theater Arts until 7th grade. In 8th Grade I quit all those styles and started doing ballroom at Dance Sport Universe (dsu). My Teacher Ray Backlund was awesome. We placed 2nd at gemstate and 3rd place in the 1st division at nationals. Ray Backlund retired so I tried out for Lehi Ballroom Dance Company.

I was the youngest on team my first year... Now I have been on the ballroom team for three years. I'm captain too! LHSBDC has changed my life forever. We have kids from every different clique on this team and we all get a long so well. I've met some life long friends in this program and I enjoy every moment I spend with my team. The boys are true gentlemen on this team, and they don't tease us when we show up at 6am. with no make up! I love LHSBDC.
Thank you Calvin Barnum and Nicole Hill for starting a ballroom team at Lehi High School. You've defiantly changed my life!

Calvin & Nicole

~October 12, 2010~

Day Three:
A picture of yourself two years ago, and picture of you now.
-what has changed?

Obviously you can see my hair has changed dramatically. I went from a dirty blonde to lady gaga blonde. I've aged and lost my sickly tan. I lost my front bangs, and my hair has grown a good 5 inches (you can't see the back of my hair).

But what has changed so much is not visible in the pictures. I've become so much stronger, I know what I want and I wont settle for anything less. I learned that life is to short to cry over the little pointless things. I've realized who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will. I try not to let the rumors get to me, I have to remind myself that they don't know the real me, and they haven't walked in my shoes. I've learned a little more communication could of saved so many tears, and every hello ends with a goodbye. Everything I'm not has made me everything I am.

If we don't change, we don't grow. If we don't grow, we aren't really living.
-Gail Sheehy

~October 11, 2010~

Day Two:

My dream date.

My dream date is extremely cheesy. But isn't everyone's? There is a small park in Alpine/Cedar Hills that has a lake in the center of it. My dream date would be in the middle of that lake; in a small tiny rowboat. Right when the sun is setting we'd have a candle light romantic dinner with fried rice and redbull. We'd be laughing and talking for hours. Then we would row back to shore and sit by a warm fire until it was time to take me home.
But I don't just want it to be any guy. He has to be special. The type of guy who would sit on my roof with me drinking redbull, eating fried rice and laughing at all the stupid things in my monthly issue of Seventeen Magazine. The type of guy who can make me smile when I'm trying to be mad at him. A guy who will dance with me in the pouring rain, walk around the block when its freezing cold, kiss me in front of his friends, and who isn't embarrassed to be with me when I'm having a bad hair day. Unfortunately I haven't met this guy yet.. And quite frankly I'm not even sure he even exists. But a girl can dream right?

"Find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome. What have you. The right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person worth sticking with"
- Juno

~October 10, 2010~

Crazy weekend... Hung out with Coty on Friday night. Kelli and I drove to snow college on Saturday night for Gabrielle's home coming. We had a blow out 6 miles away from Nephi. My Sister and Nephew came. So did AAA. (: haha. We had a great time and it was good to see Gabrielle and Preston. We all had blue dresses.




So I decided to do a 30 day blog challenge. This means at least ONE post a day.
We'll see how this goes.

Day One:

5 songs I listen to when I'm happy, sad, mad, or hyper.

Happy:

1. Trouble - nevershoutnever
2. Knock Out - Lil Wayne
   
3. Goodbye- Kristinia Debarge
4. Boom Boom Bang - Ke$ha
   
5. Love Like Whoa - Ready Set

Sad:

1. September - Daughtry
2. 'Til Summer Comes Around - Keith Urban
3. Life After You - Daughtry
4. Just To See You Smile - Tim McGraw
5. Keep Forgetting - Jojo

Mad:

1. Indestructible - Disturbed
2. Congratulations, I hate you - Alesana
3. You and Me - Attack Attack
4. Burn It To the Ground - Nickelback
5. All the Same - Sick Puppies

Hyper:

1. Take your shirt off - T-pain
2. Animals - Nickelback
3. Take it Off- Ke$ha
4. 2 Step Remix - T-Pain, Jim Jones & E-40
5. Pretty Boy Swag- Soulja boy
   

~October 3, 2010~

Gabrielle came home this weekend, so we went up the canyon to see some friends who were camping. Here's a few pictures!

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20 Interesting things about yourself:

1. I was born with a Spinal Bifida dimple.... But i am not paralyzed.
2. My right foot in 1 inch bigger than my left.
3. My blues and greens are flipped. The sky is green and the grass is blue
4. I have been dancing for 15 years.
5. I have lived in Lehi, in the same House my whole life.
6. My first kiss was on Christmas eve under a mistletoe.
7. I was 2nd runner up for Lehi's most outstanding teen.
8. I had my Binky until I was 6.
9. I ABSOLUTELY hate collarbones. I even hate the word.
10. I have nine piercings.
11. My favorite color is yellow... But I hate wearing that color.
12. I hate meat. I dont like eating it. But I do cause if I don't I get extremely sick.
13. I'm an awful cook.
14. I'm terrified of boys. I don't want to get hurt.
15. I LOVE LOVE LOVE diet coke.
16. I don't like chocolate.
17. I lost my mom to two dogs. I'm not even freaking kidding.
18. I prefer rain over sunshine.
19. I cry every morning before I go to school. I hate going.
20. I miss my best friend. ):